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formspring.me

2011-06-08T12:48:00.001-07:00

Ask me anything, maybe i'll answer you truthfully hehe http://formspring.me/zVALENTINA

Please stay.

2011-02-13T06:26:00.001-08:00

Not updating alrdy.

Too sian liao. :)

Updates on facebook and formspring?

So ask me anything or talk to me on fb.

My birthday's in a few hours.

School tmr, nights. :)

Just a dream.

2011-02-05T12:02:00.002-08:00

I very bored. Daddy gave me $100 angbao. ^^ !

Happy ttm. Bought clothes online, $135 total.

Bought Zara high waist shorts, pull and bear tee shirt.

Excited to get it heheehehe! + hand bag and formal tee.

Idk shld i get cardigan and other tees ley. :/

Wanna get one tee from chanel but it was like friggin $150 for a tank top!

LOL so little cloth so expensive. walannnn. but super nice lor :(

Money fly ah!! :'( Sad.......

Its 4 in the morning nowwww, 6/2/11.

The posting date like wrong eh!?

-_- Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Nothing to say or update about.

Everyday going over to boyfriend house.

Home at 11/12 plus plus.

Collected a few angbao only.

Havent had dinner with all my relatives. :S

One shot collect finish angbao hehe.

Money money $$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!!!

Going shopping again after collect money hehe.

Hmmmmm and the pills :/ Ok...

And i havent eat today!!! Only had 1 meal. Gna sleep now hehe

byebye !!

Dont hate me coz i'm beautiful, in the inside.

2011-02-03T09:12:00.000-08:00

isnt she pretty? lol maybe coz of her make up and her hair.

and her super huge boobies. LOL! her mole like extra.

take away prettier. lol. take away make up i think cute only la........

You know, actually, i'm a really nice person.

Unless you give me a reason to hate you or smth.

Then i wont be so nice to you alrdy.

I really hate annoying people.

I hate people who ignores me when i said something LOUD AND CLEAR.

Dont act like you cant hear me! Like come on la, listen to me!!!!! -.-

Its not like i'm talking about shit or what right!!!!!

And if you really cant hear me, just say pardon me or smth to let me know.

-.- dont give me that stupid face or glare at me like i owe you 1 mil dollars.

Dumb ass.

I dont like people talking about me with other ppl.

Bad or good stuff i still dont like. Want talk about me must talk when i'm with y'all ok.

I like to gossip but i think i shld stop coz i think ppl will start hating lol!!

anyway i'm still as fat as ever, i think my face looks ABIT skinner lol.

but my weight isnt reducing :-( so sad. my body's not used to the pills.

so gna change pills alrdy. i'm not sick or whatsoever dont worry hehe.

gna get Reduze or smth heheheheh!!

but this yr i think i'm getting very little for my angbao money :'(

sad sad. aiya, bored ttm. gna try and ask my dad for like, 100 for birthday present lol.

he total gave me 280 dollar for shopping. i think i spent like 1/3 on craps.

-.- . lol i have 100 with me now :O i dont know whether to shop for clothes or pills first.

formspring tell me which? ^^ clothes, pills or other stuff??????? :O

ok bye

anyway,

happy 1 yr 8 month to my beloved boyfriend heehee :-) love you gao gao. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Beautiful girls, all over the world.

2011-01-21T07:20:00.000-08:00

Overdue pictures and today outing to wildwildwet pictures! :D:D:D:D

I had like alot of fun today can!!!!! And 2 days ago went shopping at cotton on!

Yay. Tmr gna take like 70 dollar more from dad to buy more stuff. :/

Hope CNY will get alot money. So can go shopping again hehe.

Joven say after CNY go universal studio? :O See how only. :O

I'm bored and tired.

I miss my boyfriend!!!!!!!! :(

Havent meet him like so long alrdy!!!!!!!!!!! ;(

He's getting me a birthday present and he's paying for my pills! :D

I buying another type of pills coz this current one doesnt work on my body much. ;/

Or maybe i think i eat too much fattening food le lah. Thats why cant lose weight :(

Sad righttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt :(

Ok byebye. Hehe.

Turn me on.

2011-01-15T10:48:00.000-08:00

Serious ah i have no more mood to blog HA HA.

I just either go to school, come back, meet boyfriend, thn home.

Next day, school, meet boyfriend, home, and it repeats over and over again!!!

Unless i go out with my darling sisters he he.

Aiya, sian.

School is kinda awesome he he but i dont w

ant do homework! :(((((

And i went to cut my hair just now -_-

Boyfriend bring me go those cheap salons omg.

I didnt know she would cut until like this cui. Ma de. Lol. -.-

I cried just now coz she made me so fucking ugly.

Even my bi said the previous look is nicer. -.-

Gna have to wait till hair grows longer then my awesome fringe is gna be back! :D

Dont jealous bahaahahha :$ jk.

Nowadays meeting huiping and boyfriend. :) ~

I miss meiling!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :/

Its like 3 in the morning, boyfriend watching

movie with his friend.

I'm gna sleep soon, tmr meeting him he he!!!!!!

And i ordered more slimming stuff coz i think taking the pills is not enough :p

Its taking a super slow time to burn my fats lololol.

I went to buy slimming hot wrap HA HA i'm crazi.

I was suppose to save money for my stuff and yet i went to order slimming shits.

:/ Needa get new school bag and my F&N text

book which cost me 22.20!!!!! :(

I spent my money on food HAHA and transport money. :/

In need of cash :(

Can each of you readers give me $1? LOL

$1 not much what............................. :(

OHOH help me pick!!!!!!

Idk which bag to buy :(

Tell me thru my formspring plz.

Rolling stone

the pink and blue one!!!!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!!

FORMSPRING MEEEEEEEEEEEEE. or text me/fb msg me/msn me etc.

Look me in the eye.

2011-01-14T07:50:00.001-08:00

Moodswings ;(

Crying again!!

I hate myself. :(

I'm young, naive and stupid in love.

Dont wna let you go.

Hungry :(

2011-01-09T08:19:00.001-08:00

I very lazy update blog ah.

Everyday sch, after sch thn go home.

After that meet boyfriend at purmei thn home at 11 plus.

Continue like that everyday, LOL. Gna sleep now byeeeeeee,

Taste of your lips..

2011-01-01T15:00:00.000-08:00

Happy new year to all readers of my blog. :-)

Hope you had fun during countdown, i know i did. ^^

Went out with boyfriend and co again ~

Same people as xmas celebration. :O

Went cathay, thn walked to hell loads of places coz it was still long to 12.

Lol, saw fireworks thn off to mac, after that back to cathay watch movie.

Watched the The Ghost Must Be Crazy at 2 in the morning.

Ended like 3 plus thn went down, the rest went lan.

Me and boyfriend walked like from cathay to jalan ho swee or chinatown.

Just for one friggin cab. -.- I think those cabs which was green light thought we were drunk.

Like y'know, which cab driver would want to pick up drunk ppl.

Sekali they vomit thn...... ew. :/

Cabbed to purmei thn boyfriend asked if i wanted to stay over at his house.

I was DAMN HAPPY hehehe!! ^^

I swear i was smiling and giggling to myself coz i get to spend the whole night with him.

Only him! x) Hehe. Slept soundly till 3 plus. He went out with kj.

Came back, thn went vivo with kj jiahao and tony. :-)

He left me at home coz i didnt want to go. Lol. Lucky didnt. Waste time.

Boyfriend's daddy had an accident :(

Lucky nothing serious happen to him, which is a miracle seriously!!

Suay eh, new year thn accident. :/

Stayed at his house till 11, thn went down meet tianyong. LOL.

He kept making my darling :( HAHAHAHA Count down dearest go dua tianyong. :p

Funny max ah. Lol. Talked awhile thn he send me go take cab, ^^.

He went pub with tianyong and other friends, ~ So lonely at home :(

Blackshotted, facebooked, youtubed, blogged, msned,.

BORED. K gna spam msg my darling now :(

Miss him to the max.

1 more day to 1 year 7 month anniversary le YAY. ^^

I love you...

Two oh one one.

2010-12-30T07:43:00.000-08:00

Farewell 2010, say hello to 2011. :)

Count down tmr, think going to town with boyfriend and others.

So glad we're not going to scape. LOL. Coz its like no age limit.

Thn all the chiobu will go. Later boyfriend keep stare stare stare. -.-

Dont like. Tsk. Make me feel like i'm gna lose him again.

Watched gulliver's travels @ tiong with boyfriend and co.

Bought tix around 8 plus, slacked at arcade till 9 plus.

Thn went in to watch ~ Ended at 11 thn bussed home.

I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

Pain..

2010-12-28T06:57:00.000-08:00

Erm, i'm not in the blogging mood anymore. :/

And i dont feel like going back to school until i lose weight!

I'm still as fat as ever and i think i gained MORE weight.

This is shitty. And i hate being fat. :(

Its even tough to sit down without making the floor shake HAHAHA.

And stand up and not fall back down again. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

I'm a total fat ass. :( Big butt = toned butt? Wtf? LOL.

More like big butt = fat butt. Which explains why my blackshot name is iGotBigButt.

HEHEHEHE. :) Kinda stupid and lame but w/e. :/

Errrrr hmmmm. Counselor called me today to talk about waking up for sch.

Checking in on my relationship with Him and losing weight process.

Told her i ordered pills to help lose weight. She actually went to check on it. Lol.

She also received this slimming cream from someone and says she doesnt need it.

And coz she says i need it more than her. Kinda sounds like an insult but nvm.

LOL. Hmm we made like a deal, i had to go sch everyday until june. Omg.

I dunno can wake up or not. -.- Going to school still being fat doesnt make it fun. :/

So anti social me. Dont feel like talking to anyone coz like they will stare at my fat face. :/

And there's like something wrong with my skin!!!!!!!

Its like drying up and it looks super gross. :( And i'm having a pimple break out.

This sucks. I'm down with a sore throat after a nap. -.-

So irritating, i'm now coughing my way to death. My god. This is torture. :/

School is a torture. LOL. Bought my books like finally. Now wna get my uniform.

I planning to buy like bigger size coz i bet i cant fit into my own ones. :p :/

I'M SO FAT CAN. :'( SO SAD LAH ME. WALAUUUUUUU.

My dearest boyfriend sick :( So poor thing can. :(

And yes we patched hehe. Its like no difference whether we break or not.

Coz we're still meeting and texting. Kissing and hugging. HAHA.

Loving each other but just known as FRIENDS.

And yes i bet there ARE people who want us to break up and nvr patch like forever.

Well, TOO BAD ^^ Loserz. No way you can break us up. :)

1 year 7 month anniversary coming alrdy hehe excited.

And he's gna ORD like next year feb. And i'm scared. :(

Pending case is still pending and i'm scared they purposely wait until he ORD.

Then they continue the damn case. :( Hmph. Hate this.

I'd do anything to drop the case but they would still wna charge him right? :/

:'( Feel so guilty. Sigh. If something bad happens to him i'mma wait for him. :)

I willllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. I promised him alrdyyyyyyyyyyyy.

But still hope nothing happens and the case will be closed ASAP!!!!

I love my boyfriend so much i cry when i think of missing his touch. :(
His soft kisses and warm hugs from behind. :'(

I love you ♥

Love like woe

2010-12-23T03:18:00.000-08:00

Pray that everything will be okay next year.

2011 Be good to me okay!!!!! :)

Rot at home today, meeting dearest later. :)

3rd January 2011, i'll be waiting! ^^

Stuff to do:

Save up money go london in case pills doesnt work. HAAHAH.
Try and make my brains to study for this year!
Stop my snacking habits at late night.
Change of my nasty attitude towards some ppl lol.
Make more friends omg, :S Hard eh coz anti social&nobody likes FATGIRLS!
Ohoh, if the pills work, save money for clothes! ^^

K thats all for now. Lol. Nth much.

Very bored now, later heading to town with dearest, kj and co.

Exciting max. ^^ !! Eugenia dw come out coz her hair ugly. LOL.

BEST reason ever. But she also going out with her parents, tsk.

I wna go shopping so badly. :(

Click my nuffnang. :( Make me happy.

k thx byeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

Stuttering.

2010-12-21T17:50:00.000-08:00

School is reopening like in one week and few days more?!?!?!

Damn fast. :( Havent buy books yet lol. Idw go sch laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Dunno now can fit into uniform or not also HAHAHHAHAHA.

Wo hen fei ~~~~~~

Boring uh. Nothing do. :/ Meeting my beloved later, ^^

Ytd when down to bm with my dad to open my own bank acc.

Receiving my card like in 3 more days, ^^

Pills and stuff will arrive like in 1 week? O_O

Lens arriving next year. Lol. Free samples from http://www.thesamplestore.sg/ 3 more days.

^^ Excited to the max. Hehe. Lol. The thought of SCHOOL reopening kills my mood. -.-

BORING. Gna play blackshot now kk byebye ^^ .

I need you, still.

2010-12-20T05:03:00.001-08:00

Yes if you're smart, i'm trying to make this post a long one.

I'm still embarrassed about posting the previous post.

Feel like taking it down, but its okay.

Very bored.

Sch reopening.

Havent buy books.

I need to slim down.

I need to study.

Why. Why. Why.

I wanna know why! :(

Sian.

Very sian.

Nothing do.

Christmas coming.

New year also.

Gna rot at home LOL.

Nothing do.

My life boring to the max.

I now dying alone at home.

I miss you. Rly rly miss you.

:( Your phone no batt, no charger.

Cant call and talk to you le.

But meeting you early morning tmr.

♥ I cant wait ♥

Get well soon okay! ♥

I love you.

I’m not asking for 2011 to be awesome,

I’m just asking it to be better than 2010.

I hate myself. :(

2010-12-19T14:16:00.001-08:00

OK, LOOK AT THE PICS. LOOK AT MY FAT FACE. :)

Scroll down to compare me now and last time. -_-

LOL I feel so embarrassed uploading all my unglams here.

***** IGNORE MY CLEAVAGES. CALL ME SLUT LOR.

MAIN POINT SHOW YOU HOW FAT I AM OKKKKKKKKKKK. :)

I look like CRAPPY/SHITTY now. Dont judge hor i tell you!!!!!!!!! LOL

F M L OKKKKKKKKKKKK.

I feel SUPER miserable after i grew so fat.

I used to be like cheerful all the time.

Now i anti social alrdy lah hor ok. Coz i know ppl will keep ask why i so fat le.

And they'll be asking my friends why i grew so fat. and etc etc. :/

For stalkers and close friends know why i grew so fat!

Anything go my formspring see for yourself.

I screwed up my own life ok! I KNOW. DONT NEED REMIND ME.

I didnt attend school very often in 2010. Coz of my problem!

Thank god i still got promoted to sec 3!!!!!!. :)

But i kinda regret what i did. I could've stop going sch. -_-

LOL but i' would've grown FATTER THAN NOW.!

:/ also can so not a bad thing to do lah. lol.

I feel so upset now so i wna rant everything here :(

I dont like being fat. My Boy is loving me lesser coz i'm friggin fat now. :(

I'm ugly. I look like shit I know :(

I weigh more than average weight. Not obese or whatever you call it.

The O word after over weight one. :/ Lucky.

But i still have to lose like 20 kg to go back average weight....

I alrdy give your clue. 20 KG. GO CALCULATE. SEE HOW HEAVY I AM! :(

I cannot stand insults and bad mouthing behind my back.

I somehow know who's talking about me and who's not.

:/ idk if i am wrong or not but i think im correct. :(

This is a friggin long post i know. i'm sry if i'm wasting your time reading :(.

Ask me anything on formspring, i love you people okay!

Dont stop loving me just coz im fat now.........................

I alrdy lost Him. I dont wna lose anyone else please k.

Even though not close to your la but thn at least got friend to talk to right?..

I dont trust some ppl but doesnt mean we cant talk about non-private stuff mah right.

:/ I think when sch reopen's meiling and ngjing wont be with me and ping anymore.

So like kinda sad. lol. aiya hate sch lah. wna go ITE so badly but i cant even pass my subs.

How the heck am i gna promote to sec 4. :( Study isnt working for me.

I'm too lazy. So many things happening to me at once. I cant tahan y'know.

:( WHO'S WILLING TO BE THERE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO CRY ON/WITH!?

no one la. LOL. :( ! i know some pic below got repeat one. dontcare luh.

kk have fun reading. LOL

TOP IS FAT

BOTTOM IS WHEN I WAS SKINNY. ><

MY LEG :( I WANT IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See THOSE pictures?!?!!?

LOL I was viewing my past pic. :/

I shock dao LEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Cant believe i was THAT skinny. Omg.

Now i become fat pig / extra large ball. LOL.

Ok and i think i look very ugly in that pic but i was skinny right!!!!!!

Fml!!!! :( I hate myself, so i dont expect you to like me ya? :)

NO BODY LIKES FAT GIRLS :'(

im so sad.

I had no idea you were gna mean so much to me when i first saw you. Seriously.

I remember the very first time i went to your house, our first sentosa outing!! ^^

You were walking around in your blue boxers heheehhehehehehe.

So cute can!?!!!?!? ^^ You wore purple shirt and fbt 3quater shorts.

Carried your big black bag. Reached sentosa thn you and the rest went to play.

Took this picture on that day :)

I think thats a rainbow. LOL.

Dont wna type so much alrdy, :/

Just miss the past seriously. :( :( :( :(

ok byebye ♥♥

i love ngcheeweng ^_^

We broke up alrdy but we're still in love with each other. :/

I dont know why i cant be known as his girlfriend.

Which sucks k. Sucks ttm. Fml. :'(

i love you.

Its alright, its ok.

2010-12-17T19:18:00.001-08:00

This is exactly how i feel lol.

Still loving him alot though.

Tired.

Of everything.

Drama mama, lol.

2010-12-15T08:26:00.000-08:00

" I wonder how it feels to be irresistibly attractive. "

I'm so friggin bored ok, i sent my cpu to shop to reset my password HAHA.

I keep change my password until forget. ><>

Cant change the password alrdy. Must cre8 new profile. ~

Lazy. :/ HMMMMM this month alot interesting thing happen to me :)

How gr8. Nottttttttttttttt. I hate life. :( No money = no life.

Sian ttm luh no money walau. Spend all my money on pills alrdy.

Waiting for cappings to close on 22 thn wait 3-5 days thn get alrdy.

Yay. And i have to get my lenses soon! :/

Hopefully the pills work coz i seriously needa lose weight.

Ew. LOL Hate my fats. :(

Bored ttm. Lazy update alrdy. Also nothing update about.

K bye

I love ng chee weng. !!! ^^

Define love.

2010-12-06T11:09:00.000-08:00

"What happen to all the promises you made to me?"

I just cant help thinking about the past, wanting to go back.

He said somethings just cant be the way we want it.

It sucks but its so true. :/

We all have to learn to let go and accept the fact that people do change. (ALOT!!!)

But me, i rlyrlyrly cant accept the fact. And i dont have the guts to face reality.
Sucks right, i know. :( I dont want to be left alone again.

Sigh, december is being a bitch to me and i'm not happy!

Whenever i'm happy, bad things will ALWAYS happen! Why?!?!?!?! -_-

Seriously very irritating. I might as well not be happy and cry all day and night!

GOD!!!!!! Sick and tired of everything! All your bullshits and whatsoever!

And BITCH, i hate you. ~ :)

Can anyone talk to me now?!!?! Fb or msn or text me!!!!!!!!

Bored to the max. Boring. :/ Nothing much to update.

Went swimming, thn went over to market find boyf etc.

Cabbed to NUH with pohmeng kj and boyfriend.

7.30 until 10 or 11 plus thn cab back to cres. -.-

Damn long lor! Huiping came and find me hehehehehe so nice.

HMMMMM, cres eat, thn bussed home. :/

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

I miss my boyfriend :(

Miss hugging him. :(

Feel like crying. :'(

"Ni shi wo jui shen ai de ren" ♥

2010-12-04T12:53:00.000-08:00

Screw you bitch! _l_

I care too much and wasted hell loads of time

on those who dont give a fuck about me.

I'm not your toy, never was, never will be.

Dont play me, coz i dont think its fun, k?

Get the hell outta my life.

' Bitch number TWO.

I hate you very very very very very very very very very much.

I loathe you, you disgust me. I dont like you. I dont need you.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! _l_ :)

I love my boyfriend very much♥

Happy 1 year 6 month ;)

Why you do me like that.

2010-12-02T09:08:00.000-08:00

Things that hurt.

Being unsure of how someone feels about you.
Feeling like they are mad at you.
Being misunderstood by people you care about.
Being judged by people you care about.
Feeling like you lost something that was never yours.
Feeling like you’re doing too much.
Thinking you aren’t doing enough.
Not knowing if you should say something.
Worried about what they’ll think if you do say it.
Feeling like you care more than they do.

Why is love so complicated and painful?

Why cant it be as easy as 123 or ABC?

:( I'm tired of crying le lah!!!!

Screw my life. ~

I want my old life back!! :(

Whr sch was fun, money wasnt a problem.

Friends were thr, boyfriend was so loving. :(

Havent talk to boyfriend in a longlong time LOL.

Bored ttm. Going queenstown tmr to collect my stuff i bought online (y)!!

Still waiting for my lenses to arrive singapore like wtffffffffff.

I bought at like october. Last update was 20 november!

Half the batch of lenses have arrived, mine isnt in the half :(

Sian. Going blind with my current lenses. Cant see anything!

Blurblur only, tsk. Irritating.

K I'M BORED GNA BLACKSHOT NOW BYE!!!!!!!!!!!

You make my heart melt like butter.

2010-12-01T13:45:00.000-08:00

HEHE cut my hair just now, AGAIN. and i'm happy with it. ^^

Boyfriend and kangjun came over to my house at around 3 plus.

:O Slacked, etc etc. Go down buy food, eat alrdy slack awhile more.

Thn off to purmei to meet pohmeng, sc, st, kl, ray, ahjin, tianyong and another guy.

Slacked awhile there thn go 110 sit~ Was like rotting there. -.-

The guys talk about NS stuff. Lol. Not my type sry.

11 like that cabbed home ~ Sent tianyong home also. ~

I like the way he say byebye. Lol. "Bai-eeeeeeeeeeeee x2"

Damn bored eh. :/ Just ate maggie and i cant go to sleep yet. :/

Sian. -_- Blackshot, fb, formspring. Hehe talked to noelle.

She damn cute. ^^ She doesnt want me to take the pills :(

I'm still gna!! :) The pills like friggin ex ok. Directly from japan de ley.

Lol. Cant wait to get it ~ Hope wont get liver cancer HAHAH.

Watching disney now -_- Eye closing alrdy.

1 year 6 month anniversary coming soon! HEHEHEHEH.

But i not meeting boyfriend :( SAD. Thursday to saturday cant meet :(

Fml lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Miss him. :(

No money buy present hehe.

Is it weird for me and my boyfriend to not give each other present? O_O

Remember december.

2010-11-27T11:42:00.001-08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii hehehe i'm cutting my hair now ^^ Myself. ^^

Cant wait for next week thursday, dec 17 and dec 25.

Wildwildwet on 25 with boyfriend, pohmeng, his girlf and eugenia. ^.^

Escape with boyfriend, huiping and eugenia. :)

Only got 4 free tix for escape and 5 tix for WWW. :/

Want bring other friend de. But no free tix. LOL. Unless they wna pay for themself.

:O Which i dont think they will want to. LOL. Like unfair, others free thn they need pay.

Too bad for you ~ ^^ Gna try ask boyfriend get sg flyer free tix. Hehe!!!! :S

Watched videos and searched for new songs X_X

No new song ley. :( Intro!!!!!! :(

Lazy blog alrdy lol. sian die. ok bye.

I dont know what it is but, i love you.

2010-11-25T16:53:00.000-08:00

I wonder what the person I’m going to marry is doing right now. It’s weird to think that they’re walking on this Earth, and I might already know them.

Hi i'm bored, i shall post a post. I'm bored.

Stayed out whole night at redhill. :O

Met eugenia and huiping, went up find micheal and other people.

Slacked thn went up and down get stuff. Up to eugenia's house slack abit.

Lol the mum bringing me go london eh she ask me dont take pills.

Shiok ah~ Free trail eh! Eugenia coming! ^^

Walked to redhill mrt fetch pohmeng, bought bread thn walked back.

Sicheng came along ~ Slacked at void deck until 11.30 thn went off. :O

Boyfriend had to walk home coz he no coin take bus. :(

Like my fault lor. LOL shouldnt have bought bread. Sian ~

I love my boyfriend ttvm. :)

Super bored. Blackshot, tumblr, fb, movie.

December 17 escape for free! Yay. :p

Boyfriend spon me for everything hehe.

Asking huiping and eugenia come but dk they free not. :(

Got 2 extra ticket who wants to go???????? LOL

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Bored.

Ok la bye. ^^

Only just a dream.

2010-11-24T12:54:00.000-08:00

"After laughin so hard, tickling each other, He cries in front of you tellin you how much he loves you and asking you to never leave him … that’s love." - Anon

Met boyfriend and pohmeng ytd. Both came to my house~

Argue with boyfriend until very jialat LOL.

Everything ok liao~ Changed r/s status to SINGLE.

Thn you all thought i break with him, joke. :)

Was actually dared to stead with michelle for a day hehe.

I'm bored. :/

Today slept at 1 or 2 plus. Woke up at 5 thn went back to sleep again.

Woke up at 8 coz hungry, eat alrdy, thn 11 or 10 plus go sleep.

LOL. Woke up at 12, slept again, woke up at 3. HEHE

Power not? I'm a true pig, sleeping is my hubby. :)

Fb, blog, youtube, tumblr, blackshot. ^^

Gna play blackshot with wenhui uncle nowww.

Meeting boyfriend later, excited hehe. ^^

Can any 300 people give me a dollar? LOL.

Coz my job is seriously too boring and the pay low.

Low until worst thn bangalah work ley. LOL.

12 HOURS 20 BUCKS ONLY!!!!

Suppose to be 40 de, thn kena half-ed sian.

Gna quit soon i think, thn find job at subway work with pohmeng's girlf. :O

Eugenia going find job at iluma :( Pangseh me. Sian.

I dont want school to reopen omgggggggggggggggggggg.

School sucks, very sian~ Going sec 3 liao. Stress.

Scared kena retain if cant pass my year end exams. -_-

No mood to study, ~~~~~~~~~~~~

I VERY BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Kthx for clicking or doing the poll on the side hehe.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Love suicide.

2010-11-23T01:46:00.000-08:00

Quick post.

Work, tiring, pay kena half-ed coz i sat down.

Boyfriend and pohmeng fetched me and eugenia.

Went to eat thn off to bus stop, bussed to cres thn bus home.

Dad sent me a very disturbing and upsetting msg.

I need someone to talk to. :(

Dont leave dont go, you're mine forever. :)

Loving you always, 030609.

You'll never be replaced.

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SCREW YOU MAN.

I friggin hate you.....

My only one.

2010-11-21T10:06:00.000-08:00

Bugis with eugenia, :)

She shopped, we found job.

Working on monday, hehe.

Boyfriend coming find me thr. ^^

Excited ttm coz i wont be alone to work LOL.

Mmm. I'm bored now :O

I cut my own hair hehe i love my hair now! ~

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

lol, girl you top 3 most visited to my blog eh.

nice to see you visiting my blog again :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

What chu waitin' for?

2010-11-18T16:16:00.000-08:00

You cried for me :( ...

Wished i had a time machine.

Out with kenny, tuansze, huiping, oreo, audrey, and another girl.

Tonned @ ghim moh area and buona vista? Or is it same place tgt.

Lol, wtv. Walked HELL LOADS. Omg. Thn walk all the way until midnight.

Went huiping house slack, played blackshot LOL.

Tuansze and kenny keep disturb!!!! Thn tuansze told the rest he lao sai. HAHAHHA.

When we were playing blackshot. :p KENNY WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

Your mother die. Jk. Keep say me noob wtf!!!!!! Irritating freak!!!!!!!!!

Walked over to common wealth's 7-11. YES, FROM GHIM MOH TO COMMON WEALTH.

-.- SO FAR!!!!! Bought cup noodles to eat, thn after that found out i lost my ezlink card. -_-

Had to WALK BACK TO HUIPING HOUSE!!! Found ezlink card thn i stayed thr.

Until 6 plus with kenny sleeping with his head on the table and waking up a million random times.

LOL. And he snored :S K, bussed home, and thn there was this friggin bian tai who kept

staring at me and following me!!!!!!!!! I swear he was one creepy ugly dude!! Yuck.

Suay ttm. Meeting boyfriend later!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! :D

OH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN ER. :D

Screw you bitches,

2010-11-17T14:33:00.000-08:00

Feelings change, people change, practically everything changes.

Dont be afraid of changes, it might be for the better.

And maybe for the worst. You just gotta handle it well.

Slacked with boyfriend, ahjin and others.

Kena cheated by that ~~special~~ someone.

LOL. Hmmm. OH, Kangjun also. Hehehe.

Kangjun pei me go boyfriend house slack until 11.30~

He pay for cab for me to go home, (y) ^^

~~Sentosa with vivian and others.~~ :)
After sentosa tuansze coming fetch me home.
Thn off to yishun to watch movie, after that ton. (y)
Saturday out with eugenia, huiping and others. Maybe. Hmmm.

Busy day. Not meeting boyfriend anyway. :O

Sian, lol. I'm still packing my bag for ~~sentosa~~. :S

Its 6.40am in the morning, i havent sleep. :/

Feel like sleeping but cant LOL later cant wake up thn ho seh alrdy.

Gna blackshot and blogshop/hop. BORED TO THE MAX AHHHHHHHHHH.

I miss my boyfriend alot alot alot. ❤ ❤ ❤ :(

Behind those hazel eyes

2010-11-16T13:52:00.000-08:00

SCREW YOU PATHETIC LOSER.

SCREW YOUR FAMILY TOO GEDDIT!?

SCREW YOU! AND YOUR STUPID LIFE!

_l_

I love my boyfriend :)

Oh ps, SCREW YOU.

I'll be watching you.

2010-11-15T16:46:00.000-08:00

I'mma lose weight and be as sexy as her. HAHA.

Wish me luck man. I'm buying pills. ♥

HIHI :D

Bet my blog dead alrdy.

Sian to the max. LOL.

Watched 90210 on funshion. Heheeheh.

City hall, bugis with boyfriend, huiping sister and her boyfriend. :)

Cant wait, eheheheheh. And i havent sleep!!!! LOL.

1 day without sleep omg. :x

Gna find job at bugis later hehe, finding miner. ^^

Hope got everyday part time one. :O

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!

FUCKYEAH 1 YEAR 6 MONTH COMING, (still long) :D

ASFKJGLKJF IGNORANCE IS YOUR NEW BEST FRIEND!

Would it kill your to click my nuffnang and do the poll? :(

I thought i got alot haters one?????????

Question me bitches. HAHA JK. K BYE LOVE YOU ALL MAK MAK.

Number one.

2010-11-11T10:43:00.000-08:00

' I'll be your number one fan.

Unfortunately, fb only allows 6 tags. Screw that. :)

2O1O is nearly over so pass this smile to anyone who made you smile this year. тнαηкѕ for making me smile :) ♥
Huiping KillYou Eugenia Twinklewinkyy Lee Meiling Jing Ng Chee Suphatsara Chee Weng Jovenn Blahyou Haoran Goodboy Nick LurveCartoon Malcolm Xavier Cloud Hatred Ray Lim TuanSze Lovestocatchghost Kenny BoxerWannabe OnePunch SendsUflying Sim Siangting Miiko Heartsyou Palani Botak Botak Ashwini Wiht Amanda Somerhalder Tinghui HoneyStars Tian Yong Lim Bruce Vencio Darren Iswaitingforyou Alyssa Crazydollzxc JunMing Siboh Sibehcrazy.

Eugenia came to my house :D

Bussed over to common wealth thn mrt to bugis.

Bugis, went to buy bikini (LOLOOLOLOL I KNOW YOU LAUGHING AND INSULTING!)

I dont care HEHE Coz i wear it out alrdy. :)

Went to find miner, but she wasnt there! So pei huiping buy her shorts.

Thn off to bugis mrt again, mrt to harbour front. :D

Took the monorail train or smth to sentosa. Bought drinks and sandwiches.

Walked to siloso thn took a train to further down to idk whr. LOL.

We werent suppose to take the train! Waste our time, thn had to walk back to siloso.

Damn. Toilet, changed, play water piggy back each other around the sea. LOL.

Thn huiping's boyfriend and his three other friends came along. ~

Skipskipskip, done bathing etc etc. Vivo coffee bean to get drink. :D Niceeee.

Harbour front mac for dinner thn cabbed home. :).

Fun and tiring day today. :S And i owe my sister like about 50. -.-

K click on my nuffnang or do the polls.

Ask me questions, i'll answer you back asap. Hehe.

Kbyeloveyouall.

Get laid bitch,

2010-11-09T13:19:00.000-08:00

:/ I'm totally speechless.

Seriously. LOL.

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Sian ttm. Meeting boyfriend later. :)

Anyone kind enough to lend me money? O_O

I'll return you when i get my money like next month?

Anyoneeeee???????????? :D Fb msg me or something HHAHA.

Thursday going bugis find miner and her friend. Hehe

Cant wait to faster find a friggin proper job.

Meiling sist' coming also HEHEHEEHH cant wait to see her! ^^

Ordered mac like 5 in the morning HAHA.

Ate and played blackshot at the same time, friggin shiok!!

Gna do it as soon as i get money. :p

Blackshot with terence ~ pro lahhhhhhhhhhh!! ~

I dc-ed halfway. ;( Gna play blackshot again,

K bye.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND TO THE MAXIMUM! :D

Here i am

2010-11-08T10:13:00.001-08:00

Super bored now :O

Went over to kangjun house today.

Met boyfr, sicheng siangting and cherie. :)

Kangjun sister damn pretty laaaa. Future ahlian ley! LOL

Kangjun bro damn cute omgz. My new eyecandy. HAHA.

He's only primary 1 omg omg cute lahhhhhh.

Slacked at his house until 7 plus? or 8?

Thn went down buy food, 15 ate + slack till 11.

Boyfriend and sicheng pei me wait bus hehehehehe.

Hugged him!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

He hugged me back thn he open his arms for a hug omgomg hehehehehe

I happy until going to die alrdy. Hehe. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I love my beloved ng chee weng, :D

Dont jealous. HAHA.

You're mine

2010-11-06T12:32:00.000-07:00

Rot at home till 8 plus. Went cres 22 slack.

Met boyfriend, sicheng, siangting, tony, tianyong and another guy.

Oh, and weixiang. :O Went over to buy food then ate at 15.

Kuanlin come over, lol. All disturb siangting sicheng and kuanlin.

Funny ttm. Whether friggin cold today. -_-

:/ I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND HEHEHEHEHEHEH~~!!!

Thursday, sentosa! Tmr bugis look for stuff. :)

ALSKJRGLKWEFNEMGNRKGE BYEBYE,

You make me feel so.......

2010-11-05T10:42:00.000-07:00

Must watch!!!! :D

Hehehehehehehehehe.

Met Boyfriend, slacked all the way @ 22.

Off to his house, h2h-ed. Hhehehehe, ^^

Home @ 12. Working tmr, yay.

$$$$ here i come. :)

Get pay thn off to shopping hehehehehe!!

I'm so excited heheeh, k byebye,

This is our song.

2010-11-04T22:25:00.000-07:00

I'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat,

i'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat, i'm so fat,

OMG! :(

Vivo w huiping and eugenia ytd. :).

K bye. Sentosa/Swimming next week heeheheh.

Getting my pay thn go shop liao YAY.

2 days 100 dollar. SHIOK AH!!!!! ^^

Stay with me,

2010-11-02T14:06:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 year 5 month!! ^^

Love you always hehe,.

I miss you, i really really miss you!

Omg :'( Xiang si ni. Ai si ni lah!

Firework.

2010-11-01T23:38:00.001-07:00

Dont stop caring. Dont stop loving. :)

Rot at home ytd, sian ttm. Watched Hellcats on funshion till 4 in the morning LOL.

Hmm. Meeting ngcheeweng later hehehehehe excited idk why.

City hall with huiping and kenny canceled cause i lazy go HAHA. :/ Sorry.

Going job hunting today, preparing to go out now alrdy.

Meeting huiping and kenny @ bus stop. ;) K byeeee,

FCLAKRJAIOASJFCSFKJGYOUASSGFAKLJFASKLFJDGNMEG,AMFN.

Envy.

2010-10-31T01:41:00.000-07:00

Watch. :)

East coast with My boy, sicheng, ray, tony, siangting, cherie, kuanlin.

Ride bike, played water. Threw sand at ray, ray throw back. LOL.

Pushed ray but never go in water sigh. HHA. Hmmmmmmmmmmm.

Bathe, kuanlin bastard take my unglams. -.-

Walked to burger king, ate. Thn bus stop, bussed back to bm.

Thn cresent. Safra thn cres again. 22 thn 15.

Slacked thr all the way till 10 plus. Bussed to boyf's house, cab home at 12. :)

I'll be your hero.

2010-10-29T12:29:00.000-07:00

I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers. I want you to play with my hair. I want you to take pics with me. I want you to lay in my bed with me and hold me. I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly. I want you to wipe my tears away. I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me. I want you to smile every single time you see me. I want you to know how much I love you. ♥♥

I friggin love ngcheeweng hehe!!!!

Purmei>Vivo>Cres>Purmei. ^^

East coast tmr w same people. :)

Nightz.

I know.

2010-10-28T11:10:00.000-07:00

I know you'll be back again. ;)

I'll wait and see.

Love you ♥

Dont leave.

2010-10-27T11:13:00.000-07:00

WALAU SEE LAST TIME SO SKINNY LOL.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RANTRANTRANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(

This week last week of school le! Happy ttm okay~

I got promoted and i was super happy yay yay!!

Sec 313 next year, here i comeeeeeee :D

Gna try and study hard. :/

Next year sure alot thing gna happen one............... :(

Sigh, k i need to have more friends!!!!!

Fml LOL why i hate so many people. :(

Seriously i miss sec 1 sch life omgggggggggggggggggggg.

Rewind back time plz plz plz. LOL.

Sian ttm omgz.

OHOH, saturday pulau ubin trip yay yay,

Boyfriend, ray + his friends?, sicheng, siangting, cherie + her boyf.

I think still got somemore, idk. :O

So long since i've went out alrdy, hehe.

Monday out with kenny, tuansze. Called huiping to come along also.

Met at vivo arcade, wait for huiping comeeee.

Eat thn off to hortpark. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Damn funny omgz. Kenny and tuansze scare the shit out of me.

Huiping sister scream kills me!!!!!! Damn scary i swear!

Its like someone dying or something, that kinda scream. :/

Walked to jewel box thn to toilet omg hot ttm!!!!!!

Got lost, thn found way back alrdy. Walked to cres the safra.

Thn bus stop, bussed back home at 11/10 plus. :).

OK BYEBYE TMR SCH! Gna hand in my sec 3 course hehehehee.

Maybe going late, i bet i cant wake up. -.-

Click my nuffnang or do the poll! :)

Ask me questions @ formspring.

I love you!

2010-10-26T21:21:00.001-07:00

I love you i love you i love you i love you!

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND TTVM. ^^

Heart vacancy.

2010-10-26T11:40:00.000-07:00

See wtf i do to my own hand. Lol. I bite myself. :(

Boyf made me SUPER ANGRY just now omg zzzzz.

Felt like punching him in the face. -.-

Look at my fat arms. :(

I want my body back omg. :(

Can you seeee???????????? I was so skinny back thn.

AND MY BOYF LOVED ME VERY VERY MUCH OK.

Now fat alrdy lor. Dont love me as much liao lor!

HOR. Ok, i h8 sch!!!!! FML.

I MISS YOU LAH NG CHEE WENGGGGGGGG. WENG AH WENGGGGGG. LOL

Mine.

2010-10-24T11:27:00.000-07:00

I miss you...

RANDOM!

2010-10-23T10:10:00.000-07:00

faklfjwekfmnasgnwrgjf i'm so lazy to postttttttt!!!!!!! :'(

I'm super sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( Cheer me up on facebook com on!!!!!!!

Sigh k bye.......

BOYFRIEND I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MUACCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSS :D

Dont leave.

2010-10-21T14:25:00.000-07:00

I need you!!! :'(

I hate you bitch.

2010-10-17T14:48:00.001-07:00

Watched the childs eye twice. But i feel like watching it again HAHA no money ley~

Hmmm, bugis with huiping, meiling. Boyf, tianyong, ray, sicheng and brother bear sis.

3Pm - 7/8pm plus thn off to queensway to meet bruce with huiping and meiling. :)

Argue w boyfriend thn ok liao.~ Home at about 10 plus. LOL. MMMMMM,

Today, queensway with eugenia. Met kimjio and bruce :)

They kena owned by small kid while playing fishinng lol! Funny max.

Saw faris and jingrui i think. Forget his name alrdy. ^^

Home at 5 plus. Boyfriend come my house meet me awhile, ^^

So sweet of hm heheh cause he was having duty heheheheh. :*

Monday boyf off and i no school YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY,

!!!!!!!!!! ^^ We like drifted ley, idk why. I miss him so so much :(.

Lazy blog alrdy, k byebye. :)

I'll be there for you,

2010-10-11T07:34:00.000-07:00

I'm an asshole. :(

I feel sorry for myself and boyfriend.

I need to lose weight, and turn prettier. :(

I know people say that we dont live to please others.

But, i feel like my life is at risk.

Whether i'm with you or not, my life's in danger.

I feel worthless and useless without you.

I need you by my side, to see whats the point of living.

I cant afford to lose you, and you know it too.

You know i need you badly in my life.

You know i would throw everything away, just for you.

All i need is you. Even if it means living in the streets with you.

I'm not trying to sound stupid or trying to gain sympathy.

I'm stating facts, i'm telling you.

I'm worried that i would lose you one day.

I'm afraid of being single again.

I'm scared. I feel insecure. I feel unloved.......

Show me love. Cause it seems like you dont love me as much as i love you.

I want my boyfriend to love me more than i love him...

Thats all i ask for. Please? I dont wanna ask too much from you...

Science paper today, did it while having fever.

Finished the paper within 30 mins i think.

Slept throughout. Sigh, hope i pass. :)

Came back home with fever still.

Sigh, i feel miserable without meeting my boyfr for one day...

:'(

Green eyed monster.

2010-10-10T10:39:00.000-07:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. I'm fat. :$

Heheheehehe, out with boyfr and tianyong today, ^^

Tiring ttm, walkwalkwalkwalk alot omg.

Had a feeling i was gna have fever, and i rlly did have fever!

Rested at boyfr house like 4 or 3 hours while he was with tianyong~

Something rlly bad happened. :(. Sob.

Do stuff until 10 plus, slacked around 11 plus thn cabbed home~

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I love ngcheeweng ttm, :(.

I can wait forever!

2010-10-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

8/10.

Day out with sis and rachel. Cabbed to 313. Shopped at f21, cotton on.

Planning to buy heels from new look next time maybe? ^^

Pretty heels. HEHE. I cant wait to get money thn go shop again. ^^

Gna bring boyfriend along next time maybe. :).

Took the wrong bus thn went all the way to EAST COAST.!!!

Took a bus back to tiong which took like 1hour or something omg. -_-

LOL Thn reach tiong still need to change bus back home!

Reached home, took my stuff thn cab over to boyfriend's house. ♥

Slacked at his house until 9 plus thn went over to cres.

Meet tianyong. Thn alan and the girlf came~ Slacked till 11.40 like that.

Boyfriend sent me home, ♥ ^^

9/10.
Going to meet boyfriend soon! ^^

Going chinatown? I think? See amulets. :O

Blog again later, hehehe byebye.

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Cab over to boyfr house went to weixiang house to find him.

Slacked till 4/5 plus? Went back to boyfr house eat thn go pei tianyong eat.

Bussed to bendemeer~ See stuff and this kumantong omg.

It was the first thing that attracted me srsly. Damn cute i tell you!

I wanna get :( But thn the uncle not selling. Sob. :(

Sad. Boyfr and tianyong got themselve one each. 300 bucks wtf.

At there until 11 plus? Bussed back to purmei.

Daddy fetched me home from purmei, ehehehehhe. ^^

Ok nights, i love ng chee weng ttm.

No ones gna snatch him away. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Click my nuffnangs & ask me questions. :(

Thi rak, chan kho thot.

2010-10-07T20:07:00.000-07:00

Chan yahk ru, thoe rak chan mai?

Yahk bauk wah rak ter, rak ter mak mak. :(

Do you love me? Even when i'm not good enough for you?

Please tell me whats happening between us.

Its not the same after that break up. It will never be the same. Right?

I want to go back to the times when we were so sweet together.

Possible? I guess not...

Right now, i just wna be where you are now.

I miss hugging you. I miss you saying you love me. I miss everything about you.

Dont leave me. You promised we would last till the very end of time.

I hope so... :(

Quit saying i'm not worth your tears. Cause you are.

You're my kind of a perfect boyfriend. ♥

Boredom kills lah eh..............

2010-10-04T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hihi, i'm bored. :(

Got sch tmr, siansiansian!

Its 12.32am now! Gna sleep eehehe.

Meet cw, sicheng, ray, siangting and kuanlin.

:O Walked to cres then eat + slack. Went to safra.

Play pool, met tony and his bike on the way there. ~

After pool, cres, thn blk 14 to slack. 9 plus walked to boyfr house. ^^

Went to hillock meet, michelle, wilson, siangting, sicheng, tony + celena.

11 went back to boyf house then 1130 cabbed home! SIAN.

Tmr boyfr duty! :( Sob.

Tell me how am i suppose to breathe with no air.

2010-09-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

English paper was easy. :)

Made a few mistakes llol. Minus marks. :(

Really hope i can pass english with marks above 60.....

If not i really retain le. Sigh. I hate my life :(

I miss my boyfriend, :( Like ALOT. Sigh.

, Happy 1 year 4 month anniversary bi. Love you always. ♥

Teenage dream,

2010-09-27T10:58:00.000-07:00

ITS MONDAY AND I'M HAPPY HEHEHEHEHHEHE.

I love Ngcheeweng to the maximum! ^^

HEHEHEHEHE. Bruce and tony slept from like 3 noon till 9 at night like wtf. LOL

Bruce so friendly!! He says hi to people he doesnt know LOL.

I think boyfr angry bruce cause i say bruce very cute LOL.

Then when bruce say hi or something to boyfr, he ignore. x.x

Hmph. :/ K nvm. Boyfr best friend coming out liao lo!

Hope he doesnt neglect me for her! Since she's prettier than me, tsk. Boyfr promised me he wont neglect me for her one, he better keep his promise! If not kena whack liao! :). Ohoh, his pillow with me HAHA he no pillow to sleep with le.

School, was awesome today, cause i had a longlong session of counselling. Actually not counselling lah is more like slacking, ^^ Miss/Mrs teo, Mr dave knows i hate lessons so they let me go slack w them. Hehe. Have like a 80% chance of retaining alrdy! So i have to go to school for this last two weeks! Jiayou valentina! I know i can do it. If i skip school one day, i'll retain le. :( Save me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I dont have enough sleep! Sigh hmmm. Exams starting on thursday first paper english one. I think. I think its year end exam? Idk, mmmm. Have to study alrdy. Mr Ho says its too late. :( Now got to show the teachers effort liao, they wont look at my results le!

Shag ttm omg. Stress! Have to lose weight and study for year end exams. :(

. Night people, ^^

Click on my nuffnang ads okay? ^^

Random shitz

2010-09-24T02:53:00.000-07:00

HAHA I got readers from japan, jealous? :)

Cool ttm plz. AHAH.

COUNTRYUNIQUES

SINGAPORE 94.74%

JAPAN 5.26%

Featuring BRUCE :D

Cute right. LOLLL.

Fml la _l_

Idw promote alr lah.

Idw go sch alr lah.

Idw live life alr lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FML. FYL ALSO HOR SLUT FACE.

Seriously idk what the hell is wrong with you. _l_

Omg i'm gna explode soon zzzzzz.

Dunno nowadays like moody only. -.-

treat people also coldcold one. sian lah. hate life.

I miss ngcheeweng lah walan eh monday thn can meet like wth.

monday english test liao yay. thn maths and sci and chinese. _l_

I dont care alr lah idk what to do with my life.

SIAN LAH. Gna buy contact lenses expensive ttm omg.

But damn chio!! ^^ MUAHA. 16.5mm hor.

Dont jealous. :). Last preorder liao eh` sad. :(.

I seriously miss my boyfr :(((((((((

Bye2

Like fire and rain, you can drive me insane.

2010-09-23T10:22:00.000-07:00

See the body figure, walan. I want. LOL.

She never wear bra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :@ HAHA. Sexy.

Siansiansian, not going sch tmr. Having math session after sch.

Morning having breakfast with huiping and jingyi! :)

Thn maybe back to my house? :O

Gna try to meet boyfr before going to sch, hehe. ^^

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Skipped school today for the sake of terris.

Purmei eat + slacked. Thn over to boyfr house.

Terris pissed me off like alot today. LOL.

Tsktsk, hmm. Cherie, ahjin and bruce came :O

After awhile thn they left already~

Slept until like 7 plus thn boyfr aunty all make so much noise. :/

Went home about 10. Meeting boyfr tmr i'm excited. ^^

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I like you.

2010-09-22T12:48:00.000-07:00

Webcaming with gary daddy!

Msning with Jared daddy2!

I miss ngcheeweng!

Headshot!

2010-09-21T11:38:00.000-07:00

Now msning with Jared and gary!

I love gary daddy to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

I miss my ng chee weng to the mother fucking max. :(

!!!! :D

2010-09-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT. WE PATCHED!

19 September 2010, 11:55PM! :D

Cheeweng's forever mine, heheheheheheh!

HAPPY ME. I'M A HAPPY GIRL! :D

Ok byebye, love you people. :*

Click my nuffnang ads too okay, *hugs!

I'll wait, for you.

2010-09-17T13:10:00.000-07:00

I dont know what to say... I'm missing you.

Right now, i miss you more than ever. :(

I miss/think of you everyday, every minute and every sec.

Seriously. Love is killing me slowly inside.

I need you! I need to feel your love. I cant live like this anymore.

I need you here with me. :( Why'd you let yourself go?

Why didnt you have any self-control? We could have lasted longer!

Why did you leave me! Why couldnt you stay and make this last?

I'm lost without you, seriously. I dont know what to do with my life already.

I want you back. Really! :'(

Dont say you're not worth, cause i think you are.

And i know you can and will change for the better!

I will change too! I promise. I wont treat you likea pet anymore.

I wont control you. I promise you. :(

Everybody's asking me to forget about you, i dont wanttttttttttt.

They say i deserve better! I want you, i rather not have the better one.

I want youuuuuuuu. :(

Night life friggin rocks ttm

2010-09-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

I want to wake up like this.
Have you ever had that feeling where you wake up and you see the person next to you still sleeping? You smile because they look so funny when they sleep but, you also smile knowing that they’re there. You wake them up, you seem them dazed, they smile. You hold their hands for comfort, it’s cold, you give them a hug and the rest is history. The true love was there and it was alive and well.
She asked him, “why did you stay the whole night?” he replied with “You asked me the night before if I’ll still love you in the morning, that this wasn’t a one night stand, I wanted to wake up next to you because I can really us doing this ever morning” “I’ll love you at night, I’ll love you in the morning, fuck, I’ll even love you in the afternoon. I overall love you with all my heart” She smiled. Her heart melted. The sound of his voice made her heart beat. They lay there arm in arm, her head resting upon his chest right above his heart.It was beating so she knew his love was true.

Taken from tumblr. :')

Oh boy, I miss you, i really really do!

Slacked with cheeweng bestfriend! :D Weixiang, sicheng, pohmeng, siangting, michelle, jason, tony @ purmei. ~ Happy happy me. Hehehehehehehehhe. I needa buy my lenses soon omgz. And i have to lose weight!!! :@

Gaaaaaaaaah!!!!!! :@ Counselling from 9.45am to 12.45pm. Shiok ah!!! HAHA. I must now learn how to accept myself and like myself. And gain back closeness with my friends. And learn how to forgive and forget. :/ So hard. Omg. :( How?!?!!?!?!? I have no friends in school, :( poor me. LOL. Sian, one of the reasons why i hate school. Huiping going back school tmr yay! Means i have ppl to pei and talk alr! :D:D. Ok cant wait to go school tmr, bye2.

Something bout' love.

2010-09-14T01:01:00.000-07:00

My blog is officially dead? But still having readers. HAHA.

I miss ng chee weng. :( We're bestfriends now.!

But i'm still hoping and wishing that we can be tgt again one day. :/

Any advice on how to make him love me? Lol. :/

*Frowns I hate myself!, and i got to lose weight + eat healthy!!!!!. :@

Gna try to eat sandwiches everyday. I'm only eating 1 meal per day y'know.

But still i dont seem to lose any weight omgz. I did lah but i gain back again. -.-

I'm super overweight,! Some one save me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. ;/

Eating now! Still left alot, gna stop now anyway. -_-

I'm bored. I miss ng chee weng! :(((((((

See the pic below! He's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

And the heading on top, i'm not gna remove the r/s thingy,! I love it there....

Gna rot and die now. Sian. OH. Ytd went down henderson t meet bestfriend, pohmeng and co. Oh, Happy birthday terris. ;) Celebrated her birthday at Kbox. Had fun! ^^

I wanna go there again. Lol. :/ Meeting bestie tmr, yay. Cant wait. !

Click on my nuffnang ads please, thank you! :*

Ngcheeweng, i still love you! ^^

Promise me you would come back..

2010-09-08T09:21:00.000-07:00

I miss you, seriously.

3rd's best girlf, (y)

I love you, still. :)

"Of course shes gonna smile and say she’s happy for you, she loved you.

But take a good look at her, take a good look into her eyes, you broke her."

I'm sorry for everything.

I may not be the perfect one for you. But I will always try be the right one.
Yet what I did was not enough to make you stay.
Ng cheeweng, i love you.

Secret affair? Hell no.

2010-09-06T12:42:00.000-07:00

Remember when i was slim and ugly?

Well i'm now fat and still ugly. :)

Fml cause i'm fat.

Fml cause my attitude sucks.

Fml cause i cant make you stay.

Fml cause i'm not completely yours.

Fml. :)

I'ma make you stay. Cause i'ma lose weight and scare the shit out of you. I'ma bear with the pain for now cause i know it will be over soon. I'ma change my fucking fucked up attitude just for you. I'ma make you completely mine after everything is over.

Geddit? (get it?)

If it wasnt for you, i'd be alone.

Alone for the rest of my life....

And i'll live with 15 kittens.

And die tgt in a garden full of roses.

I'm crap, i'm nothing. I'm useless.

I'm, not yours.

FIND THIS MOFO FOR ME THX.

2010-09-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

WHO THE F IS USING THIS NUMBER?

90143714

Teachers day, went to kellock. Met terris and eugenia sotong first. :D

After that amanda, ashwini and valerie. Left kellock. Walked to hillock find sist.

Boyfriend, tony, Cherie, Siangting came, followed by Sicheng.

Slacked at hillock thn off to boyfriend house, ^^ Slackedslacked.

Thn cabbed to my house ~ Argue with boyfriend ~

Argue more and more and more. Sian. LOL. K la bye. Sianz.

Love the way you lie!

2010-08-31T23:48:00.000-07:00

I hate life, i hate you. :)

Bored like......

2010-08-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

Life aint easy to live. Agree?

2010-08-26T09:10:00.000-07:00

This is the last pic i took of him :( :'(

Sighz, i friggin miss xiaobai srsly.

Mum lied to me...... She told me shes bringing him to her friend house.

But.............. Sigh.

SPCA................................... Fml. I love xiaobai :(

I want him back so badly.

Redrosezandloves.bs

Blackrosezandloves.bs

LOLS. whose one?!?!!?!? view my blog so many times.

Walao, stalking me ah? Hhehehehhee. :$

JK.

Aiya bored. LOL. I want go gaigai omg. :(

Bo lui ah, sian lah. Needa jian fei also.

Eh, i lost 5kg. Believe not?

Tmd weight loss then looks never change.

:@ Face also some fatfat one. Wtf.

Anyone know how to lose fats on the arms? :O

Formspring me ley.!!

Sunday gg out w eugenia sotong whoohoo.

Bugis (y) see bikini and dua chio bu.

LOL. Sep holidays, sentosa to sun tan.

Gym/swimming maybe? ^^

Gna lose weight lose fats. LOSE EVERYTHING.

I'mma lose weight till i'm xx HEHE. :D

Okie, turning in naoz. Bye2. :*

Click my nuffnang ads okie you kind soul hearted people. :*

Love you people! Miss eugenia sotong luh. :D

-

2010-08-21T10:21:00.001-07:00

whose? O.O http://blackrosezandhearts.blogspot.com/

HI, BYE.

Temptation.

2010-08-20T00:40:00.000-07:00

Lazy to blog alr. Gna try to go on a diet. :D

I'm too fat alr seriously zomg. I hate myself.

Lolllll, sianz. Idk what to update about. Bored ttm.

Gna ask my mum to give back my CPU LOL.

Using boyf's lappy for now. ~~

- Edited on 22/8

KK BORED. :D

ALRIGHT, BYE!

. Love lies

2010-08-14T12:43:00.000-07:00

Blank.

Bye!

Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet

2010-08-12T10:04:00.000-07:00

Dear you,

I'm sorry for all i've done. :)

I hope to meet you one day, soon.

luv you xx. really sorry.

As long as i love you, you love me.

Everything will be fine, love.

So long as you'll be there for me, trust me, care for me.

Everything will still be fine.

Love, as soon as you leave my life, everything will be gone.

Promise me you wont leave, promise me your love wont fade.

, ♥

Sigh, look how far we've become.

Day 8. fave internet friend.

2010-08-11T11:14:00.000-07:00

Gary daddy. :)

Thanks so much for making me happy everytime we talk on msn.

We talk about almost everything, hehe. I love you daddy, & i know you love me too! ^^

Selling off this two dresses. $14 each, $23 for both.

Free sized, only have what is shown in picture.

Anything ask @ formspring, thankz. ;)

Day 7, exboyf

2010-08-10T01:07:00.000-07:00

Exboyfs',

I guess its all just infatuation. :D

At least now i have my ng chee weng.

I'm sure its not infatuation, hehe.

Love him ttm. :D

ISNT MY PUPPY ADORABLE?!?!!?!? OMG HEHEHEHEHEHE. SO SMALL ONLY LAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Day 6, A stranger.

2010-08-09T03:46:00.000-07:00

A stranger? I'll take it as my ex friend or something.

Dear you, we were so so very close when we were still friends.

And we argued over a small thing and ended up not being friends. :(

You're sort of like my bro. You're so funny, i just love the way you joke randomly.

One thing is, i hope we could be friends again.

Meeting boyf tmr yay yay yay k bye. ^^

Day 5, my dreams.

2010-08-08T04:49:00.000-07:00

My dream, is to live life peacefully and

happily with my dearest boyf, ^^

I had a dream of you, getting back with your ex girlf.

I had another dream of you, .... *secret. ;)

Idk what to update about, no school on monday & tues! Or is it monday or tuesday.

Idk, dont really care about school now. Bored ttm. ~ Zomg nothing to type.

-.- Nvrmind, k bye,

Slut.

2010-08-07T01:56:00.000-07:00

BITCH.BITCH.BITCH.BITCH.BITCH.

YUCK.

Day 4, Siblings.

2010-08-06T09:45:00.000-07:00

Vicky,

I love you at times, i hate you at times also.

Thanks for buying me expensive stuff when i dont buy you any LOL.

Wow, i hate school. Disappointed in the people whom i trusted so much.

Aww, Yuck . AHA. !?

Tsktsk, ewwwwww. Disgrace to mankind only! :((

I , you know who you are and i know you're looking for my blog link! ;)

_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_

Pretty + Colorful huh? ;)

Day 3, Letter to my parents

2010-08-05T10:31:00.000-07:00

"You are the cause of our sickness and tiredness..."

Daddy, mummy.

All i have to say is, sorry.

Sorry for everything, sorry for making your life miserable.

I know you've both given up on me. I know you're sick and tired of me.

I know, i know. I'm sorry for talking back to you ever since primary 6.

I'm sorry i blame you for everything. I'm sorry i didnt show care and love to you two.

I've never said Thank you or I love you to either of you two. I'm truly sorry.

After what happened, you blamed me and insulted me. I tolerated everything.

You dont know how it feels, you dont understand what i've gone through.

During the 14 yrs of my life, it has been miserable. Seriously.

Even though you're older and have been through more than me.

But you've never gone through what I have been through.

All i ask is for you to be nicer to me. To try and understand me more...

My comp's confiscated by my mum. She's not gna return to me until its friday. -.-

That sucks, alot. Common tests are coming, year end exams are getting nearer and nearer too.

I hope i fail. :) I dont wna go t school anymore. I dont have the mood to study.

I dont want to faceany friendship problems anymore too. Sick and tired of everything.

Sick and tired of HER. Innocent face, mind evil like one kind. I seriously dont know whats with her.

Trying to break up our sisterhood? What can she gain from that?

After every patch up, she lies to all of us, making us think that it wasnt her doings.

Look, "if you're scared of losing one friend, dont find us" YOU THINK YOU WHAT?

BOSS OF EVERYTHING/EVERYONE? Elders always say give in to younger ones.

So you think i should give in to YOU? Seriously? No, respect our elders? FUCK THAT.

Give in to younger ones. FUCK THAT x2. You DONT deserve any respect from me.

You dont deserve a friend like me.

And hell yes, i'm a good friend. I dont lie. I dont backstab. I speak the truth. I state facts. Unlike you.

Day 2, My Crush

2010-08-01T11:53:00.000-07:00

What would happen to me without meeting you?

Do you know that answer to my question?

Dont have a crush, had a crush but that was in the past LOLS.

They're all mostly from church, and friends' friend. Hehe.

Is eye candy considered as crush? If it is, thn i have a few. :p

Too bad i dont know them. Hmph. Saw one super cute @ common wealth bus stop.

Omg LOLS. Made my heart melt (well not really), he's too cute lah really.

Heeheee. Another one looks like yucai omg totally cute lah (y)

Not crushing on him, just think he's cute.

"CRUSHING" on chee weng now TEE HEE.

Nah just kidding about the teehee part.

Three six oh nine forever and always. :p

Boyf stayed over my house from friday till sunday. Whoohoo. (y)

One night without my sister is one night freedom on my queen sized bed. HAHA.

Didnt have to squeeze with each other at night while sleeping.

And i'm mostly always the one getting squashed in the middle. Hmph.

Only way is to push my boyf's butt away and kick my sister's leg away from mine. -.-

:D kk, damn bored now. Click on my nuffnang ads? :)

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, heehee.

Dont wna act cute. :/

Day one, Best friend.

2010-07-31T11:20:00.000-07:00

Best friend.

I dont just have one, but two.

Huiping and meiling. (y)

Even though we argue about small stuffs sometimes,

or get pissed off by one another, we still love each other right? ;)

Among us, there's nothing called the "leader" okay.

Everyone of us should be treated equally.

I've always been lonely, my whole life. I had no true friends.

I had no friends. I lived my life alone. I'm a loner.

Till i've met you two. :D Hehe, good times tgt in secondary life! (y)

There were six of us, now, there's only the three of us thats true to each other.

Both of you prolly wont be reading this buttttt, nvrmind. I love you two. :D

Went clementi, met huiping meiling. Joven, haoren, junwen, sylvester playing bs. (y)

I should have stayed home and played bs with them HAHA.

Well, i wasted my 7 dollar on cab going thr and there was absolutely nothing to do.

Played arcade with boyf awhile got bored. -.- Was called to visit my dad @ the hospital.

Went back to boyf's house first thn off to my house. Slackslack. :B

Ordered pizza buy one get one free! :D yumyum.

Gna sleep nowz, nights!

Click my nuffnang ads! :(

Today was a fairy tale

2010-07-29T09:12:00.000-07:00

I dont understand whats wrong with my parents, and SO CALLED FRIENDS. -.-

Something wrong with being fat? Well thn _l_ you. I'm so pissed right now! Zzz.

I hate the world. Full of mother fuckaz. Shitty dickhead losers.

F m l . F y l . -.-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nv6wTA8SGAs&feature=related

Will you sacrifice that much for your girlf?

You're.... the one

2010-07-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

Owned! The perfect face expression HAHA.

Lazy to update about whats happening these days. Sian.

Skipped school on monday, had napfa on 27/7. Failed HAHA!!!.

Idc, not gna take my retest. School was amazingly fun today. ^^

Tmr having home econ omg, i didnt do my work. :/

Gna cook i hope! ^^

Aiya, gna sleep alr k nights, hope i can wake up tmr. :/ LOL.

Click my nuffnang please? :)

Ohoh, will change my blogskin soon! (L)

Eat my dust.

2010-07-22T10:00:00.000-07:00

Agnes!! You're so cute i'm gna daiiiiii!♥

millions out there, i choose you.

2010-07-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

Why are people so kpo nowadays? Omfg, :( , Stalkers!!!

Eh girl, dont go around asking whether i'm pregnant or not cause its none of your business if i'm pregnant or not. -.- My life not yours. And stop spreading it as a rumor bitch. I know who you are k. Dick head. The post on june its a REPOST of people who are against abortion. Loser. If you like that read alr you think i'm pregnant thn well, i'm guess you're just plain stupid. If i write on my blog post saying that i work at geylang as a chicken you would believe me too? :) Tsk.

-.- Screw your people's life lah seriously. Kpo only. _l_ LOL.

I love my belly piercing stud omfg so pretty! (y)

Eugenia jealous uh! HAHA. She gna buy a new stud and change also.

Welllllllllllllllllllllz, i'm bored. Went swimming with huiping meiling, boyf. :)

Cabbed down from my house to Jurong east, tsk. Cab fare expensive. :@

Tsk. I hate some malays. :) kk bye losers,

WHY, ?!!

2010-07-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

Just kill me, it wouldnt make any difference anyway.

School's..... fun? No. Boring? Kinda.

I hate school seriously. I'm gaining weight like f,ck.

Losing weight seems so hard, i hate skinny girls.

Skinny girls who keep saying that their fat! Irritating. -.-

, Went for kellock's funfair, wasnt really a "Fun"fair. -.-

Like sian ttm only. Haunted house best lah! (y)

$5 per person for entrance, not even scary. -.-

Sianz, waste money only lor please. Hmph.

I'm so tired of life alr, waking up so early in the morning isnt worth for school.

I rather stay home and rot to death. Tsk, I'm bored ttm.

Belly piercing hurts ttm also. Sighz, i'm in need of money.

I need to buy new clothes, i need to buy a new pair of slipper.

Going watch movie and swim + sentosa with huiping and co/eugenia.

Sigh, dad's not giving me money anymore. -.- .-.

Kay, thn Nafa test coming on friday alr, i'm not gna run. Zzz.

2.4km. _l_

Click my nuffnang adds? ;)

Whats the point...

2010-07-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

There must be something more, do we know what we're fighting for?

What are friends, what are sisters. What's with my life. Whats with me.

Stero love!

2010-07-16T10:52:00.000-07:00

If i could, i would undo what i've done.

My fats are showing. -.- *Points up. Thats my navel piercing. :D

Changing to another pretty pink stud. My sist bought it for me at $22.

Freaking ex only can?!?!?! (L) So sweet of herrr. Awww. Heehehez.

Gave school a miss today. Cabbed down to school to meet huiping.

Went to bus stop, saw tinghui and crystal, *pink ___. *huge _____. LOL.

After that went to bugis. Shopped for stuffs. Walked alotttt.

Saw Min Er! Walan she see my boobs thn say mine bigger than hers. LOL.

LIKE SICK ONLY HOR? LOLLLL. Thn shopped more, walked thru this shop,

thn the guy was like "aye/hey," thn he look at me. LOL. I think he said that cause

i was eating pop corn in the shop and i think it wasnt allowed. :p Maybe not. ;o

Bought 2 skirts and cost me $24 bucks Gosh. Went to eat after that. @ Mac! :D

Yayyay. Yumyum. Went to buy my SMILEY BALLON TEEHEE.

IT COST ME $19.90. SO EX HAHAHAHAHA. BUT SO CUTE I SWEAR! look up stair the pic!

HEHEHEHE. Went to big bird bus stop, waited for 175. Damn long!

Bussed home, huiping sissy went to my house to collect clothes thn she went off alr~~

Boyf currently staying over at my house hehehe.

Tmr going kellock's FUNFAIR. FUNFAIR!!! YAY!!!!! :D

Excited ttm, gna meet up w juniors and ex mates!!!

HEHEHEHEHE, BYE.

CLICK MY NUFFNANG :(

Love the way you lie.

2010-07-14T10:39:00.000-07:00

Shall i name out all the mofo bitches and bastards i hate? ;)

Cfm alot of haters will find me trouble. LMAO.

Srsly who i hate isnt anyone's problem so i dont see why people would be so kpo about it.

Hmph. I miss my bestie, tsk. Shag ttm. Totally no mood to study at all now.

No mood go school, always kena caught by mrs lim for skirt and hair, -'-

Early morning so noisy alr, cpa noisy again. -.- F her, tsktsk.

Anyway, pierced my belly, (navel) go search on google! ^^

Sadly mine's not properly placed. The placing isnt what i wanted. :/

Kkkz, since got belly piercing alr, now time to lose weight and buy all the clothes i want. ^^

Yeah!, kk, i'm bored. Went t bugis just now after school find ahjin.

He keep attitude, tmd. -_- LOL. K, bought my thing thn eat @ big bird.

Walked to mac thn to bus stop, bussed home. Boyf came over to my house early today.

Cause he ended early today, ^^ Order mac, HMPH. gna put on weight again.

I hate school! I hate teachers. I wna stay home and slack all day. -.-

K nights ~~losers~~.

Party all night,

2010-07-12T10:54:00.000-07:00

Kkkkkkk, i'm damn lazy to update blog.

Dont have the urge to. Anyway, out with eugenia sotong, boyf, amanda, ashwini.

That was like last week? LOL. Sianz. Short post. Its 2am now. I havent sleep.

There's school later on. After school, gg bm meet eugenia, oh.

Boyf fetching me from school. yay! ;)

Thn off to woodlands to get my belly piercing, and sotong's tongue piercing. ^^

K, nightz.

Hypnotized.

2010-07-07T04:42:00.000-07:00

Argh, this picture like so sweet only. Awww, LOL.

I'm frigging tired. Tsk~ Had a damn long and tiring day today.

School, home, ghim moh, buona vista, safra, clementi.

Finally home at lasttttttttttttttttttttttt. Tsk.

I hate so many couples now. Yucks. So gross. _l_

K la i no mood post alr. Boyf coming over to my house now. (L)

Byebyebyebyebye, click my nuffnang ads please~ ^-^

Dont regret.

2010-07-03T10:58:00.000-07:00

When two different worlds collide.

Out with zhixiu and huiping. Others came later.

Walked and shopped with huiping first while waiting for zhixiu.

Walk until going to die alr lea. LOL. Leg pain like mad.

Tsk maybe never walk for 6 hours straight in a long long time alr.

Siansiansian. Nothing t do. Zhixiu reached alr, thn walk somemore.

Walan, walk halfway fall down LOL.!!! the person never mop the floor properly one!

_l_ LOLLLL. tsk. After that go mac eat, bus stop to wait for zhixiu boyf.

I bussed home in the end. Actually gna ton with them one. :/

Too tired alr. And YET, i'm sitting here using comp. Joke. -_-

LOL. Sian laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I wna go gym exercise until i lose 10kg! >:( :@

Idc alr, i seriously needa lose weight, after that i'll go for makeover! ^^

Haaa. I shall go and day dream about it, k, bye2. ^^

Click my nuffnang adds! :(

I'll click yours back if you have one!

Remember to tell me okayyyyyyyyyy. Luvs, (L).

Love you bi, happy 1 year 1 month anniversary.

3 June 2009, Chee weng, xoxo.

I wish i was her. Not.

2010-06-29T08:44:00.000-07:00

Loved you once, love you still, always have, always will.

3 June 2009, Chee weng, forever and always, ^^

School, mac, home. Bye.

我不要失去你

2010-06-27T09:48:00.000-07:00

I wna see you, talk to you, feel your love.
Forever, for the rest of my life.

我不要失去你，因为我知道我们永远将一起是。

有我想要对你
说的许多事。但我不会投入它。

我想要说，我想念你
。并且我将想念你

。

K i translated that cause idk how to type chinese and i suck at it.

Sigh, seriously no body can understand how miserable i feel.

Whats worst? School. Sucks ttm. Boring ttm. Sigh.

I cant hold on anymore. I'mma break down any time....

Why does this have to happen? Why me. Why?

Boyf kena fucked by "him" He regretted, i regretted. Sigh.

Nothing can be done now. Except to accept the fact.

I dont want to face this fact. I dont want.

I want to go back in time, un-do what i did. Really.

Sigh. Sisters cant help me. I cant cheer up no matter how hard i try.

Even if i do. It'll be only for a moment. I want a life time happiness.

Too bad i cant. Bi, i really cant stop blaming myself.

Cause its my fault, everything was because of me. I regretted.

I broke down, i'm breaking down again. I cried, i'm crying again.

I laughed, it was fake. I smiled, just to cheer you up. ;(

Thanks for making me smile even though i still cry at the end of the day.

One year, one month's anniversary's coming. Please, dont let me go.

You said you'd kill yourself if you let me go.

I told you i'll kill you if you let me go. But seriously, i'd kill myself.

Cause i'll regret for life, live/lead a miserable life.

Seriously, thank you for everything. I wrote you a note in your iphone.

Please dont give up. I know you wont. I hope you dont. ;)

Dear God/people that knows about my case.

i've never been so... miserable before.

I've never been so sorry towards a person before.

I know what i've done have made people sad/angry.

And i'm sorry. Thanks for those who have cheered me up.

Telling me everything's gna be okay even though you know its not gna be.

Thanks for being there for me whenever i needed someone to talk to.

Sorry for all the stuff i did and said to offend you. I love you all, you know i do. ♥

All or nothing at all.

2010-06-26T15:09:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. ^^

Its 6 am now and i'm bored. Woke up due to boyf coming closer and closer to me.

LOL. He's so cute when he sleeps! Aww. Hah. Hmmm. Bored. -.-

Later gna watch movie, hehe yay. And bugis to buy my stud.

School's starting after this weekend, wtf -.-

So fast rightz. Just when i start to enjoy, everything is ending. Gosh.

I'm not gna be used to school life. Sianz. Havent done my homework ever since feb 2010.

Amazing uh. And my brain is not working! I suck at studying and i have no mood to do so.

In a few months time everything's gna be down right suckish. Hope i dont lose my boyf.

Sigh. Why do singapore have such stupid laws. -'-

So what if singapore is one of the safest country. Laws are fucked up anyway.

If it wasnt my school's fault, my boyf wont have any problems now.

And when i'm 16, i'll be engaged to him. Dont say i didnt keep a promise to you readers.

I'll prove it to you* Bitch. That i can last longer than your mofo GAN stead.

Gan stead! Pathetic.

Gosh, anyway, i'm bored. Nothing to do now cause sist using my comp. -.-

And her damn lappy dont have any games to play. Sian! Update later.

Heyyy, click my nuffnang ads please? ^^ Thanks a ton. Love you :*

When two different worlds collide.

2010-06-25T20:02:00.000-07:00

Dont know why fb now so many imposters. Guys seriously sick please.

They create an account in fb thn rip other girls picture. Say its them. -'-

Wtf? Add people on msn and they're the girl on the pic. Pui.

Xiaxuey the girl only la walan eh. Frigging bastards ley seriously.

Guys cant be trusted. -.-

Audi, black shot, dota-ed awhile. Fb, blogger, games.

Msn, texting, editting of pics, blog skin.

Wow my life seems to be interesting LOL. Not. HAAHAH.

Meeting boyf later, Saturday either escape/vivo/bugis.

Yup kayz, bye idiots.

I like that

2010-06-23T10:27:00.000-07:00

I want my labret back! I want my hair back and my slim face. :( LOL.

Idk why keep putting on weight, like wtf. Zzz. Ignore my fat nose. I hate my nose.

I wna do nose job LOL. And i wna go do laser for my eye. But my mum say too risky. :O

She said i could turn blind. Sianz. I'm bored. Fb, blog-hop, bs, audi. Boyf having duty today.

Escape on saturday, dunno want go or not. :l

School reopening alr, :( Wlao. -'- I no mood go school lah siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Yawn, exams all coming also. Hope i wont retain. -.- Tsk.

Whoaaaaaaaa, some one delete her blog wor. Tsktsktsk.

Pathetic. "Precious friend that i care alot"

WAHSEH. Pro at por people only. :D

I know you'll be reading my blog, oh wellllllz.

Hi whore! ^^

Please remember this, I ~~love~~ hate you.

Bye losers!

Dont extra lea.

2010-06-21T17:44:00.000-07:00

Shalyn XToyy Eh(: Happy First Month Anniversary(: Time to wake up , piggy(:

LOL fuck sicheng. Copy cat. (n)

* Hate hate hate hate hate, i dont care what bitches say.

-.- I want to delete the pic below. but blogger doesnt allow me to. wtf.

This is.. err....Eyeliner? LOL.

Yay for septum, (y)

And fat face. LOL.

FACEBOOK

Facebook Facebook Facebook Facebook Facebook

all the way LOL. Gna watch movie later! :O

Boyf took half day off today~ Happy ttm! ^^

Heeeeeeee. Received my pink bag. I think i posted this previously.

Did i? Idk. LOL. And gna receive my lenses, happy ttm. LOL

Cause i've been wearing my specs all along and its painful -.-

I vented anger on it LOL i bend it until very jialat.

Hahahaha! Now uneven alr. Msn-ing, fb-ing.

K bye losers _l_!!

Get me outta here,

2010-06-20T15:21:00.000-07:00

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Cool ttm LOL united states viewers. (y)

Aye i'm bored LOL. I just woke up, now its 6:22am.

Yawnnnnnnn. I'm so full, :( Just now order mac.

Eat too much alr, thn feel like sleeping LOL.

Just nice my boyf also slept alr. -.-

AND LOL I FORGOT ITS FATHER DAY!

Happy father day to my beloved Gary daddy!

And my Jared lao pa! (L)(L)(L)

Oh, and happy father day to my real daddy. ^^

Aye, dont view my blog ley, xiaxuay only. Gosh.

Loserloserloser. Dont private your ~~beautiful~~ blog lah! Aiyo.

Come on lah i wna read ley. You private everything i no entertainment alr ley.

Sad si wo. :(